Its over...I'm not getting that happy ending I was planning for.
I don't know what else to say really...
I'm feeling really down at the moment and I feel like my world is ending and I'm losing this battle of "normal state of mind"
I have been reading alot about how to move on, how to get past someone you love rejecting you
and to be honest with you I feel like they don't really know "my" pain,
The pain of having your heart ripped out of your chest to be left bleeding and dieing alone the pain of going on and living without your bestfriend, your better half
I know people have felt this kind of pain... but they don't know mine.
obviously its all different in its own way but they're all so much the same.
I want to stop hurting I want to stop wanting to not love someone I was planning on marrying in a few months times I want to let go!
I've been dumped, rejected and kicked in the teeth
and I dont want to feel like this anymore....
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